Life as an Extreme Sport

Danger: Writer on Board

Michael’s shared an utterly fascinating link on television and media tropes, and one of the better pages is for Writer on Board:

Obvious authorial intrusion. When the characters start behaving like idiots or against their previously established characterization because the writer damn well needs them to in order to tell his story.

May also occur when a character is accused of being used just to show a particular POV, and not because he actually has it.

A play on “Baby on Board”.

Examples:
* Pretty much the entire sixth season of Buffy The Vampire Slayer had the characters (particularly Buffy and Spike) changing opinions, morality and emotions depending on who was writing the episode that week. For example, one week Buffy is shown to be trapping lovelorn Spike in an abusive relationship. Then next, he’s preying on an emotionally damaged Buffy…

Yes, yes, yes! Thank you! (Longtime readers will know I have a serious issue with Season Six of Buffy, and that I will wince and run from Marti Noxon when at all possible because of it. In fact, I think I blame Noxon for this last season of Grey’s Anatomy…)

Everybody Lies

My good friend and ex-officemate (so you know he’s got to have high tolerance levels – we shared a very close, confined space for well over a year, and instead of killing each other, went out of our way to work at the same time so we could do things like watch CSI and BSG whilst fighting our respective platforms) sent me what at first seemed like an utterly random text message last night – until I loaded the URL. What an awesome t-shirt! One of the most truthful House-isms (which in itself is funny), and for a great cause.

As soon as I have money again, that’s on my list of things to buy. It suits my misanthropy well.

Serendipitous Synchronicity

I have a bad habit. It’s called “reading psychology books” – I blame my stint, now nearly a decade past, as a psychology major for this affliction. But it’s stayed with me, and it undoubtedly influences how I see the world. I always had issues with Freud (it was the trendy thing, after all), but never really thought much about Jung until I joined CHID. That first quarter, the Buffy class had a segment on Jung and archetypes – I will always tie the cheese tray in the Season Four finale, Restless, to Jung’s navel of the dream – and he continued to pop up here and there for short chapters.

At the same time, my interest in genealogies and narratives has grown exponentially, and I read whatever I can get my hands on about the subject. (Yes, another bad habit – I enjoy Foucault. Please don’t stone me alive.) So, it was with some interest that I checked out the book There Are No Accidents: Synchronicity and the Stories of Our Lives by Jungian psychotherapist Robert Hopke. I’ve been meditating quite a bit on luck and synchronicity lately; we recently watched The Pursuit of Happyness, and several interviews I’ve read or proofed lately have also discussed the power of luck, chance, happenstance. In fact, my very religious mother has even been commenting on it lately, how so much of my life lately has seemed to just fall into place, as if I’ve been blessed by luck.

Needless to say, randomly finding a book about synchronicity while thinking about synchronicity was… synchronis. Naturally, I had to read it.

So far, Hopke is just discussing the mechanics of Jung’s breakdown of synchronicity, but it’s something I find myself much more receptive to than I would have expected. Our lives are stories, and we only notice this story when we are jolted out of our immediacy and can see a slightly larger picture, when we find ourselves adhering to patterns we would only expect to see in narration, because we don’t consider that we ourselves have a narrative. Hopke says that we have a

very human tendency to try to exert and establish control over our lives, as if somehow our consciously deciding what story we are going to be living and doing whatever necessary, come hell or high water, to make it turn out that way, is the best or only way to achieve happiness and fulfillment. Certainly part of the wonder of synchronistic events is the way that such an attitude gets turned on its head. By pure accident, without our willing them, certain events sometimes occur to us which show us that our lives may well be on another narrative track altogether, that the story we have made up for ourselves may not be our story at all, and only our own openness to reconsidering the plot will allow us to use this meaningful coincidence to our own benefit.

Not at all facetiously, wow. Talk about narrative and wonder and serendipitous events – how can I not love it? And how can I not relate?

I started back to school, several years ago, thinking that I would get a degree in journalism and turn my love of writing into a professional career. I tried to make it fit, but kept being pulled other ways and directions – and when I finally gave in, and let go of the mental idea of who I was and should be, life became better. Happier. More exciting and rich and all those trite things. I was only going to get a BA… but then maybe a Masters would be a good idea. No, no, a PhD. I’d stay on the West Coast, in Seattle, maybe California – okay, fine, New York. In many ways, life since returning to school has been an exercise not in academia, but in flexibility, letting go, and acknowledging that sometimes, the control you have is not to shape your life, but your response to the circumstances you find yourself in.

I was reading an interview the other day, of someone I rather admire. And it struck me how much of the story was based on (and acknowledged to be) luck, timing, and being in the right place. I guess it ultimately goes back to being in the world, and being open to what the world brings you, rather than to what you think the world should bring you. Opportunity comes in many guises, and often there has to be a set-up before there’s a pay-off (and while they exist here, I won’t point them out – you can find them if you’re so curious); if you are so closed off to the world to not be willing to have time, patience, and faith, and yes, even trust – then I wonder if you can ever truly succeed, or be aware of your own serendipitous synchronicities.

The Beautiful House

I’ve made no real secret of my long-time fascination with medical shows and their distortions of reality, and how I think that distortion creates an “ER-effect” just as much as we have the “CSI-effect” or “Law & Order-effect”. In fact, if I get off my rear and out of the house enough in the next couple of days, I’ll be tossing off at least one, if not two, abstracts proposing book chapters for just this sort of thing. (Well, one on this sort of thing in a broad sense. I might also submit one that’s more focused on the problems of representations of chronic pain, and the difference between addiction and dependency – but much of my critique of that still stems from the fact that their inaccurate representations have an effect on real people.)

Apparently I’m just always on the cutting edge of trendy. In the last couple of weeks, the number of stories and books I’ve seen around House have truly shot up in number, and most of them are cranky. Which is fair – I have rarely seen so cranky a show that deserves its cranky critics, more than House. But I do wish, if people wanted to be cranky about the show, they would do so in a more novel way. Yes, the hospital is bright and pretty and new. Yes, there are only four major characters, two supporting, and a host of rotating background characters. Yes, they do everything – a fact the cottages have even started commenting on.

But these are the complaints inherent with any television show. The medium itself demands these constrictions. You’re not going to find a falling down hospital from the 1970s if that’s not a central character in the story (and yes, the setting is as much a character as someone portrayed by an actor – just look at the fabulous use of scene-as-character courtesy of Joss Whedon’s Firefly). You’re not going to find as many people in a television show that are actually needed to run a hospital, because of salary and budget issues, and the fact that ensemble shows can only be so big before they fall apart. (ER suffered from this problem – in fact, most ensemble shows do.)

So you make sacrifices. You make the teaching hospital shiny and new, so that it drops more to the background – a well-lit place with little character. (In fact, there are only two settings within the show that I would argue actually have character – the MRI/CT room, which I’m convinced is the same set, and House’s office.) They drop back the number of supporting staff cast members in order to keep the focus on the main characters. People become more technically brilliant than they would be in the “real” world – all to move the story along. But these are accepted shortcuts to take in television. Show me a show based on a real life occupation that doesn’t make similar sacrifices.

The Salon article touches a sad note when the nurse writing it talks about how the stories she lives on a daily basis are not so engaging to make it to television, because she’s comparing her cases against the fictional ones of House. Of course fictionalized shows bring a more dramatic story to air than might be lived out – but that doesn’t mean the lived out story can’t be translated from a lived narrative medium to one of television. That doesn’t mean it doesn’t belong in a book, short story, column for Health Affairs “Narrative Matters” column. It’s another facet, I suppose, of the medical show effect. People become disillusioned with the life they live, because it’s not the life they see.

During my time at the University of Washington, I spent many hours roaming the halls of our medical center – for personal, academic, and professional reasons. I joked, many times, that I needed breadcrumbs and string to find my way through the dark corridors populated with half floors hidden in the middle of the building, stariways to no-where, and a jumbled architecture that only comes from piecemeal building. The brand new Foege building was lovely, as I was leaving, an attached jewel on a fading cardboard crown of a hospital – most of us lived and worked in tunnels that more closely resembled submarine quarters than the floor to ceiling windows that grace Princeton Plainsboro Teaching Hospital (or for that matter, Seattle Grace Hospital). Many of us watched the medical dramas (and comedies) that were on TV, and we had special affection for Grey’s Anatomy – being located just across Lake Union from us in the fictional world.

But few of us wandered around complaining about the lack of placed realities on these shows. Some of us banded together and blogged about the fictional Seattle and its geography. Some of us started to critique the medicine on the shows, much like Penn’s bioethics center did, and some of us even said “well, hell, I can write that!” and took to prepping and sending out our own scripts (and several even got picked up).

As much as there is to complain about these shows – and really, there is oh so much – they also open the door for dialogue, discussion, education, and so much more. As much as they define, often broadly and badly, they create a place for a public discourse to happen. We, those of us in the medical field (and its fringes) have a choice: we can rail against what’s there, or we can collect ourselves, join the fray, and insist on being heard.

to intubate or not to intubate, that is the big ethical question

We’re in the middle of an impressive snowfall, so I’ve decided to curl up on my couch and watch TV. Currently, an older episode of House is playing, and as you well know, I love the ethical spin the show brings. To catch you up on what’s happening, House doesn’t believe a patient has ALS. Patient thinks he has ALS and has signed a DNR while he can’t. House’s team decided to try a medication on top of what the patient was already receiving, to rule out another possibility for paralysis. The patient reacted badly to the medication, and went into respiratory distress. House’s team refused to intubate, citing the DNR, so House intubated and bagged the patient, then placed him on a vent.

House: Everyone knows what’s wrong with me. What’s wrong with him is much more interesting.
Foreman: You tubed him and he didn’t want to be tubed! He has the legal papers saying just that!
House: To intubate or not to intubate, that is the big ethical question. Actually, I was hoping we could avoid it and maybe just practice some medicine.
Foreman: There’s no question. It’s the patient’s decision!
House: If the patient is competent to make it. If his thyroid numbers aren’t making him sad.
Foreman: Oh my god, you don’t believe that.
Cameron: His thyroid levels were a little-
Foreman: It’s nothing. Do NOT defend him.
House: Why do you think he signed that DNR?
Foreman: Wha – I didn’t talk him into it!
House: No, he signed a DNR because he didn’t want a slow, painful death from the ALS. What was happening to him had nothing to do with the ALS.
Foreman: Right! Exactly! It is the IViG! You screwed up! You’re not going to let him die because you screwed up!
House: Technically, your case. You screwed up. Is that what this is about? Looking bad in front of your old boss.
Foreman: You assaulted that man.
House: Fine. I’ll never do it again.
Foreman: Yes you will.
House: All the more reason this debate is pointless.

So, who’s right here? Is House right – do you intubate because the patient was not dying because of the ALS? Or is Foreman right, and House assaulted the patient?

Now, in many treatment facilities, this entire scenario is moot because the DNR (which, as House notes earlier in the episode, stands for do no resuscitate, not do not treat) is specific enough that you can actually decide things like whether or not you want treatment for medical issues not related to your primary diagnosis. You can specify out how far you want treatment, at what point it should stop, even if you want only comfort care. Of course, the key here is “many” – I’ve seen DNR forms that simply specify no treatment and that the patient should be allowed to die from whatever disease or illness they have; this is when the scenario that played out in the episode of House comes in to play. At what point is it assault, when is it treatment, when is it counteracting side effects of treatment, and when do you just stop?

So I’m curious – given the scenario outlined above, where a patient has a non-descript DNR and a side effect from a treatment not treating the primary condition, what do you do?